really bad mind help please?
well i have an overactive imagination people think usually oh he imagines unicorns and rainbows and flying to the moon on a kangaroo no. i imagine killing pricks in my class in brutal ways...VERY BRUTAL think of the greyhound guy's killing get rid of the eating part but leave all the decapitation that is only one of my wonderful brain's imagination, i never see the bright side of life unless im around my girlfriend but she hasnt been around i cant contact her and no one knows where she is...please help and please no comments that are negative those make people worse and maybe suicidal,murderous so please if you have negative comments shut up.
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i would have loved to kill alot of ppl in my school its normal u will get over it wen u get out of school truse me wen i was in school i imagined myself having a gun n just shootin everyone i hated but then wen i was done with school i didnt think about that anymore ur just a lil teeny bopper (
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Does anyone else feel this way?
How's it goin?? Ok before I go into detail about what I mean, this isn't like a "Don't you sometimes feel like you want to be someone else or be someone you're not" kind of question. So don't interpret it that way. Just a thought, hope you enjoy.
Have you ever felt as if you're not the person you want to be, potential wise? I don't mean grades or job, I mean your image. Have you ever felt as if you're a part of something, but don't look it?
Hah ok I know that's confusing, let me give you details. I love what's going on now, the music, fashion, art, etc. I don't exactly feel as if I'm a part of it though. For example, I love the tight jeans, v neck, beanie kind of thing. However, I don't have much of these. I have alot of large t-shirts, basketball shorts, and only one flannel. I love metal, I listen to stuff from As I Lay Dying to Cattle Decapitation to All Shall Perish and so on. I barely get to go to concerts though. All these people on the internet have all these really cool friends who have the same interests as them. I have friends and I love them, but I feel like I'm the only person interested in this stuff. Basically, I'm not living or having the image that I have of myself.
If that doesn't make sense or if it's just stupid, I'm so sorry, I'm not completely sure about how to explain my situation. If it does make sense, tell me your story! Thanks haha..
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lol i feel the same way! haha that's interesting (
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some sort of mental illness?
idk if anyone here's gonna take me seriously or not, but i have this crazy obsession with blood and gore, and i don't just mean like watching some blood spilled on the floor or something, i'm talking about having a craving for watching like... victims of bloody, brutal murders, eg. R. Budd Dwyer suicide (one of the best ones ive seen so far since its not fake and its an actual video). like... ive seen pictures of dead bodies (brutally murdered, i.e. decapitation, people torn limb to limb) and for some reason it intrigues me, it gives me a warm, fuzzy, comforting feeling inside... idk why, but it just does. anyone know wdf is wrong w/ me? like honestly, i don't mind being different and all, but for some reason i'm just curious why am i like this...
@apbt: i'm not gonna lie to you, the thing is, i don't mind... i enjoy being who i am, i'm not scared of this, just very curious why i am this way. to be honest, even if i had a choice i wouldn't give up anything about myself. i love every bit of me, who i am, how i came to be this way, and probably who i'm gonna turn out to be. but i was just curious if theres a specific reason for my obsession. i rarely display it in front of my friends or family, but (idk if you know, depends on your location) here at my school there was a fight and someone got seriously hurt, the other guy knifed the victim and there were quite a lot of details about what had happened, and well i sort of lost control of my urge and it sort of slipped out that i find this kinda stuff interesting and said out loud that i wish i was there to experience it... well they didn't make a big deal but were sort of weirded out, so kinda got me thinking why am i this way...
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I would consider a therapist or some form of counseling to talk these feelings out to. We could never really know by ourselves what our subconscious mind is hiding. It's the subconscious that develops most, if not all, defense mechanisms. (
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What is the best car seat for rear facing up to 3-4 years old?
I want to keep my child rear facing as long as she can. The chances of her surviving a crash are much higher than her facing forward. I have heard horrible stories of children dying from internal decapitation.
I have seen extended rear facing:
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EMTs, Nurses, Doctors, or other Medical Students: What is your opinion on new CPR technique(s)?
I hope this was put into the "right" category.
For the sake labeling my target audience in the question, or for those who have had it used on them, I'm hoping to get some ideas that can help me conclude what my opinion is on these "new" idea(s). I agree with the "new" ideas, but I believe traditional CPR obviously lends to a somewhat more increased survival rate anyhow in the event of said occasions that call for it. Improvement is always welcomed, I understand that. Anyhow...
I was doing my research over the idea of limiting the breathing segment during CPR and continuing chest compressions assuming that the compressions are doing its job. I know the breathing lends more oxygen, but I think it makes more sense to keep the blood and its constituents flowing rather than losing what pressure has been applied so far.
I've had occasions where I've ultimately helped someone before when it's a severe case, and I am a studying medical student, but this paper means a lot to me as I've always had a strong sense of giving it my all. I know not everyone can be saved (i.e. decapitation....maybe one day though!), but I recently had a taste of "slow code." I felt so disgusted after reading the case presented to my team, but it's mainly what prompted me to write this over the holiday break. How cheery, right!?
Thanks in advance.
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"but I believe traditional CPR obviously lends to a somewhat more increased survival rate"- but that is the point, isn't it? The new teachings are based on research compiled by the ECC over time, and show measurable improvements.
What interests me in this is the idea that we need to more quickly determine the underlying problem so we can more quickly apply a more targeted treatment pre-ER. (
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Conspiracy theory revealled: Swine Flu?
Please read all this post before commenting:
Dinosaurs are extinct basically because the government provided them with misinformation about the impending doom to befall the earth. Cockroaches on the other hand decided to disbelieve the government’s misinformation and invented the ultimate defensive systems radiation, impact and decapitation proof (you ever tried to kill a cockroach?).
For many years now the government in association with chickens not aliens have been working to destroy all human life as we know it, especially KFC franchises world wide. You don’t believe me? Well I can prove it beyond reasonable doubt.
Top secret US Air-force project “blue book”
was a massive cover for the deployment of chicken colonies around the USA. Instead of reporting the disappearance of people, Air-force produced a TV program designed to discredit witnesses by inventing UFO’s, area 53 and the Nierenberg baby.
More proof, al-Qaeda leader Osama bin Laden, look at any photo of him really closely, and you can identify a chicken behind his beard. Sometime a second chicken can be seen at his right.
People wonder why chickens are caged, it not because its easier to collect the eggs. NO it's to protect the community from their potential rain of terror. I got a bit of track but Swing Flu, is the culmination of years of research by top scientists in the independent state of Nauru. This virus is specifically designed to eliminate the horrific threat of all KFC customers that eating southern fried chicken will become genocide. The human component of the virus is specifically designed only to attach humans that eat at Taco Bell. And the pigs are just collateral damage.
I rest my case!
Ok which one of you call the MIC (Men in Chicken suits) & FBI.----------
You are GENIUS! you should work with the government! ;) (+ info)
What should I do about my son!?
It started when he was 13; We allowed him to take his hamster to school (big mistake) it ended up with a boy crushing his hamster to death, the end result was police turning up to my house saying that they wanted to speak to my son about the death and decapitation of the very same boys dog some weeks later. My son constantly refused he had anything to do with it and the police agreed but weeks after the whole situation i found pictures of him cutting the head off a dog, among other things.
It's gotten progressively worse over the past 2 years, he started killing our pets at 14 (i found the charred remains of the household cat in the fireplace) his reasons for doing it he said was because the cat left hairs on his bed. The school automatically booked him in for counselling due to unexplained injuries involving other students and him however it only lasted 2 sessions before the counsellor refused to see him anymore.
Ignorantly I thought his behaviour would improve in maturity but he is 15 now and recently has gotten a girlfriend, 4 days ago she slit her wrists and is claiming it was his idea, my husband and I confronted him about it and his reply was 'wanted to see if I could make someone do it'. There is so much I could list that disturbs me about him but I just don't know where to begin, it's tearing the household apart, my husband now rents his own flat because he can't deal with the abuse my son aims at him. The only person my son seems to leave alone is me which is even worse because now my husband blames me. Sometimes i think my son does the because he knows my husband will blame me. What can I do? I'm so close to the edge. Please help me.----------
I would say to him to therapy ASAP.
He needs it.
Usually when kids kill animals at such a young age it leads to the killing of humans.
And not to mention he has committed several crimes that could make him sent to jail if anyone finds out. (Ex, Killing the cat, decapitating the dog, injuries of other students.)
I would send him to a good therapist who could help him.
The therapist would help you from then on of what your son needs to do. (+ info)
Can a person that has been guillotined "live" long enough to know that his head is not on his boddy.
Can a person who has been decapitated by a guillotine live long enough to know that his head is no longer attached to his fricking BODY!!
I read this observation made by a doctor on a guillotine victim.
http://www.damninteresting.com/?p=495 (is under the 4th paragraph)
and it scared the living crap out of me. I saw a few gory decapitation videos before reading that and they didn't have any effect on me; but reading that really freaked me out.----------
yikes, that IS creepy.
not completely related, but reminded me of this video:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=rSrIkUXwsNk
some Russian scientists did this experiment with a severed dog head.. they had it hooked up to some machine pumping blood throughout it (hmm, not very eloquent or technical, but the video explains it a bit better) and it began to respond to certain things. SO weird. watch it! :D (+ info)
will this pain and hatred towards myself ever go away?
i'm 16... and when i was 13 and 14 i was really depressed i used to cut my wrists and cut my arms from my wrist to my elboe EVERY INCH of that space and i cut my thighs. i was aware that i was mentally ill. but i kept doing it. and then i proceeded to not eat i used to live on like wheeto's. i would only eat 3 bowls a day. and i started to lose weight alot of weight. considering i was about 8 stone when this started i was on the border line of anorexia and i was sitting in the middle of a suicide act. i used plan how i would commit suicide but hten i would think of how my mom would be after i didnt want to break her heart. i finally found a way to kinda walk away from suicide i would write songs and poems and i would draw (horrific) pictures. but i still cut my self. but one day in school my teacher noticed that i always had my sleeves down even on a really hot day so she insisted that i roll my sleeve up but i kept saying no. but then she grabbed my arm and the pain so bad that i screamed in pain so she dragged me down to the princlables office and they made me show them my arms and they were shocked! i mean they looked like they just witness a decapitation! so they told my mom and it got very nasty in a way thta i would get verbaly abused by my family. they would call me names like psyco and head case and other really nasty names that i would not repeat. but i eventually got help they put me in hospital for my mental illness and my anorexia. and i got over it. but my arms and legs the scra are so noticable! and lately i've started to drift back into that nightmare. i've stop eating and today i got this sudden rush that the only way to stop my mental pain is to cut again but i dont want that but i dont know how to stop it!!
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believe it or not im going through something almost exactly like you. Im 14.my dad is an alcoholic and verbally abuses me all the time. what i think your parents don't understand is that arm cutting is an addiction that is hard to stop. If i were you i would try to make friends with new people maybe with a better more lighthearted influence, or try to find someone a school counselor maybe? to talk to believe me all that shit you keep inside will eventually take you down with it if you dont talk about it. Poetry and art are great ways to express yourself in times of hurt and pain. I did it when i was depressed, if its depressing which mine were, make sure to hide it from your parents so they dont accidentally stumble across it.
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Ok this is what i want you to do if you can take all the sharp things out of your room and throw them away, this really helped me when i was taking pills while i was depressed (i got my mom to give them to me.) Instead of taking it out on yourself try to draw more, and try to draw things that will soothe and relax you because stress and tension are the main things that cause this.
Conclusion:
once you cut an addiction it is perfectly normal to have the urge to go back to it, if i were you i would try to find something to distract your mind. But the answer for the last question is only if your willing to make that effort. (+ info)
Inhuman? Is that even possible?
Firstly, shhh. I'm not supposed to tell people this but this is getting too confusing.
Basically... I have a friend, a classmate. Who claims he's not human. Really, literally, not human.
I know, I went "WTF?" too. Here's what he says:
i. He doesn't feel external pain. Like, he feels headaches, stomachaches, etc. but not cuts or scrapes.
ii. He said that he doesn't taste spicy/hot food, no matter how hot or spicy it is.
iii. He doesn't feel emotions. He said that the last time he felt it was during 2nd grade, where he got into a fight with a boy in his class.
iv. He said that he had been pretending all this time. Apparently, since he was 8, he read books to study human behavior and he pretends to be normal to avoid suspicion.
v. He said that the reasons he keeps friends around are because of the same reason 'we humans' have pets.
There are quite a few more others reasons that he told me, but these are the ones that stick out to me right now. Now, I'm trying to be supportive here, I told him not to pretend around me anymore and that I'll still be there, but I just wanted... something. Maybe an opinion?
Oh, he watches Dexter. I don't know whether or not this is important, but I went on Wikipedia and read this, "Dexter lives a public life that discourages suspicion, faking emotions and reactions that are expected of him, but which he never actually experiences."
I don't know whether to blow him off as an overly fanatic Dexter fan or to actually believe what he's saying, because I do notice that he's somehow a bit odd, (i.e. not being fazed by decapitation, was diagnosed with OCD, doesn't get embarassed...) but this is just CONFUSING.----------
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